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I live at my ex bfs house with him hes brother and mom. He let me move in just to leave two days later with a new girl. I moved on to but with an older guy who was my exs moms friend. I started to really like him. I was gonna go leave and live with him in a diff state. Now my ex came back and is begging for another chance. I love him so much and when im not around he doesnt make the best desicinces for himself. Hes my bestfriend and i cant hurt him. I dont know who to choose. Help. Someone who leaves and i dont know if he will stay and lose my chance with this older guy who really likes me and will take care of me and will never leave or hurt me. He will even give me anything i need. Who do i choose? Heart or brain? Past or move on? What do i want? HELP!!!!!